Talking about feelings, the move, explaining other trivial things of the week, warning me of what’s around East Haddam, holding each other’s hands..., massaging the back of each other’s heads, kissing at red lights, making him pull over to actually make out & getting to know each other again.It’s enormous how strangers from two different lives have dark hearts that are just as warm as the sun; defy traditions of social norms to build a connection literally based off our initial contact. No Disney. I still didn't know how I was going to handle things. I certainly didn't want to confront Susan in front of James. Mainly because I didn't know how he would react. Additionally, I never really considered the fact that Susan might actually fall for the guy. Finally, the fact of the matter was that I found the entire scene incredibly exciting. I was sure neither James nor my wife realized I had seen them. I was surprised to find Susan drinking soda. Susan loves a drink when laying by the pool,. She didn't feel too far off from being a beard. She kept up appearances in the community and both their families as a happy fulfilled wife when she was anything but. Nikki had lived this charade for nearly twelve years before she decided she couldn't any longer. She sought out at that time to find something more. Something that was missing from her marriage. Passion. Appreciation. Lust. Longing. Being wanted. She couldn't remember ever feeling these feelings from her spouse and it made her. January 1 20XXDear DiaryA new year! Last night was fun. Mom, Anne and I went to the city tolook at the fireworks. It was fantastic. The fireworks that is. Troubleis, I wish mom didn't make me wear the new underpants she bought me atthat post- Christmas sale. They didn't look like regular boy undies,they were soft and slinky. When I complained, she just said, nylonundies for boys are the new rage, I should get used to them! Who everheard of nylon undies for boys? And I don't believe that.