Then a chaste kiss, over quickly but it lingered in her mind. For the first time in her life she was happy, she waited for school days and she found s...he could laugh.Like everything else in her life it ended; Mother saw to that. She showed up at the school yard, her face distorted with anger. She would never forget the humiliation, the shame she felt. Her mother's tirade went on and on, endless, incessant. He tried to explain but her mother was having none of it. He was banished from her life;. So long have I wanted to touch you, to feel you skin that I have moved past longing and ventured into obsession. But tonight isn’t the night I tell you, so I laugh at your jokes and listen to the story of you most resent heartache until I can no longer bare the sound of your voice taunting me. I excuse myself and hide in the bathroom, trying to suppress my impulses and halt the inevitable torrent of tears. Meanwhile you wonder into my room, innocent of my feelings you notice something that I. Men stare at me and women glare at me. Jeff tells me that he enjoys seeing other men check me out. He isn't a jealous man, that's for sure.Jeff and I planned a beach vacation a few months before I found out I was pregnant. We booked a luxury resort in St. Martin. Jeff confided in me that he was looking forward to seeing topless women on the beach. He is a real pervert at times. But, men will be men, and they all like to see naked women. I guess that's why topless bars are found in every. Finally, I broke out into a laugh. “Shit! And I was so close to seeing you eat your bathing suit!”“You... !”She leapt on the bed and started tickling me. I defended myself and counterattacked, but she was more fired up than I was, and I was still laughing from her reaction. Eventually, I had to admit defeat, since she was on top.“So tell me the real story now,” she said, flopping onto the bed next to me.“We kissed for the longest time. It was incredible. I felt like I was floating in.