.. and now.... he had her tied, sitting in a line of slaves ready to be sold to the highest bidder. She had no idea what she had done wrong... only th...at she was going to be leaving with one of these men..... or women, she thought with a shudder, forever. She could feel someone staring at her.. Everyone was staring, but this felt different... as though they were staring into her soul.. she wanted to look up and search for Whoever it was, but didn't dare.. she had Seen the beatings others had. We set a date and a few hours before the meeting, I chickened out. I wrote to him and canceled with some fake excuse but the reality was I was just so nervous. I, Ms. Forty eight big beautiful black woman about to hook up with this Swedish baby of man. Patty was not happy with me at all. All she could think about was young energy giving her hours of pleasure! So she began to nag me more knowing there was a cock out there waiting to be used.The cub and I continued chatting. Ladies let me. Darlene yelled, “You guys be good. Don’t do anything that I wouldn’t do!” laughed and went into the room. Brenda was definitely shy and it was a little uncomfortable. We had another beer, talked and got along well. After midnight, Brenda said, “I’m tired, but I guess I’m staying here, because we all came over in Aaron’s car.” I offered her my room and said I would sleep on the couch. She thanked me, but insisted on sleeping on the couch. Brenda and I were hitting off well as we got together. My hands were shivering she saw that she could feel it I was not able to explain her a single bit of the word .and she saw the nervousness on my face she said ‘kya Hua jagu,hath kyo kaap rahe hai, I said kuch nai bas aisa hi’ she understood that I am still a boy, before that I was man at least I thought but that day it was like I was a slave ..She very slowly keep the notebook aside caught my hand and said ‘ghabrao maat kuch nai hoga , Mai hoo na ‘ and I was like mum not a word could come out.