I dropped 20 lbs and all of my clothes started to fit once again. I must have gotten a little pudgy. You can't really tell if all you do is sit around... in sweats all day long.Around the end of May, I called Ernie and asked if he would be game to take the Surprise down the coast to Grays Harbor. I thought I might go down and see if Al was still around. Ernie agreed, that night he got Darrell to bring him down with his pontoon plane. Sure is great having a friend who has more money than he knows. "Freak! Freak! ... and what I just said still goes! And you won't find it too intrusive will you, if I want to find out more!" No, of course not! Ask me anything: but shall I just tell you about how it affects me. Firstly, I don't see it as being a problem, or an illness ... it just is what it is! And in case you're wondering, I have, shall we say, 'experimented'. Physiologically and emotionally, there's nothing wrong with me, Alan: I have periods, and I love my mum and dad and my brother, and. When Ryan finally arrived he was both happy andnervous to see Jason. He didn't care much what he looked like, he wasmore concerned with whether Jason could pull off the dancing, andovercoming the awkwardness of what they were going to undertake. And soafter talking their way through the dance moves for a few minutes theyeventually decided to take the plunge and start dancing together. Thethree dances they would dance were all not really related, but basicpartner movement was an important. And your answers are so simple.”“Not mine,” I said gently. “Two thousand years’ worth of worship has provided those answers. To admit one cannot know the mysteries of God is true humility, according to any number of Church Fathers. Disputation does not save anyone; worship and witness do.”“Somebody tell the preacher on campus. And a host of others I’ve run into.”“I’ll leave that to the theologians. But guess what a true theologian does? He prays. We have saints called ‘theologians’ and they are.