, but my mind was racining as how to start converstion with her, ….then I turned towards her she has closed her eyes., for the first time saw her so... closely she was like dead to world I could see she had a beaufitul face, whitish colour which was gliting even in dim light, she had curly hairs at the corner which were going down till her back,light fragrance of talcam powder…I was stuck was looking strait with my wide eyes….suddenly she opened her eyes, I smiled and said srry very slowly..This. I want to be Kyle's girlfriend and lethim kiss me and touch me, and go out on dates and hold hands. I want togo to dances and proms, wear dresses and heels and jewelry and perfume,have men want me even if I don't want them and find someone to love andmake love with, be a bridesmaid and then a bride, have sex, lots ofsex, wonderful sex, and have babies and be a loving, wonderfulmother..." And cook," she said with a teary smile."Yes, and..."It was only then I realized she was crying. She hugged. I have never heard a girl call it sacred before, ha ha. Katrina . . . are you . . . are you a virgin? Katrina suddenly felt very small. Yes. I have worked everyday after school since I was 14. I have never had time to date anyone. Why? Oh sweetie, that is just bullshit from church and ugly women filling your head. Sex is just an activity. But one men will pay a lot for. Plus, you dont have to do it, only if you choose to, and you can be as picky as you want. You know Heather? I mean, my God,. I worked steadily for the entire morning, putting stuff away and shaping up the apartment.By 11 a.m., it was lookin' pretty trim. I wondered if my neighbors would be interested in lunch. What better way to become more intimately acquainted. Sunday lunch. Or, if they were late sleepers, Sunday brunch, even. There was an IHOP nearby.All right, so some people sneer at IHOP. I'm not one of them, OK?I remembered both girls' full names, and tried the telephone directory. They were both in there --.