Emily had been staying at Lisa's over the summer before going back to college. Her older cousin Lisa had recently graduated as a doctor and had found ...the job very fulfilling and... stimulating.Emily was quiet and polite, but Lisa knew she was more outgoing than she let on. Over the past few days, she had smelled alcohol on Emily's breath, and had seen her smoking outside at nighttime.Lisa decided against confronting her, knowing that with a little patience, everything would come together.School. She watched by way of the mirror as he did. Ohhhhhh those shoulders she told herself. God, I want him. She closed her eyes and thought I am getting so hungry for him and right now, she told herself. No, don’t let it happen. We don’t have enough and then she stopped undressing momentarily. Ohhhhhhh god no she thought. No, don’t do this. She pulled off her top. Her back was to him. She slipped off her pants. He watched it all as he tied his tie. He smiled at her. He smiled at her body. He smiled. It sounded like a nearly perfect situation for two people who were 'going around again' in the relationship circuit. But there was a little fly in the ointment. Before Sammie & Jon met, she had posted pictures of herself, using the id of luv2suck, and received so many glowing compliments from men all over the world that now she was not willing to give up that adulation. It boosted her self-esteem and she felt she needed it to continue with her life. As a result of those postings, I had entered. "I needed time to assimilate this."Well, that isn't enough time for them to make alternative plans, so we'll just stick with the wedding until I figure out what I want to do." Now, Ashley -" Was I unclear? Is English a foreign language?" No need to be rude. I'm not the one who cheated." Now who's being rude?"He didn't answer."I'll let you know what I plan to do."I walked out the doorWhat did I want? What did I know?I had an accusation from Sabrina the reliability of which was backed up by her.