Squeeze them hard I pleaded. As Rakesh started to massage my breasts vigorously, I knew that I can’t stand this any longer. This has to be finished ...now. I was at the place of no return. `Let us go out, Rakesh I said gasping. Unwillingly, Rakesh left my breasts. Hurriedly I fastened my bra and buttoned my top. We left the theatre with our bodies burning with desire. We reached at Rakesh’s apartment within 10 minutes, but it was a very long period for me. I was so eager to surrender my body to. Please sit she said and indicated the leathersettee. I sat but could not help showing a bit of stocking top beneathmy skirt. She questioned me about the last few days and I admittedmasturbating twice a day thinking of her and of my intentions. She wasnot happy and said she could fix the problem. She asked about theprescription which I said I had collected but not started to take,again not happy but she could fix that also.She told me that to be able to help me she needed total obediencewhilst I. I was already like yes yes let’s go. On our way, I bought some moisturizer. It was around half n hr out of the city and we reached this lonely place with just fields of sugarcane as far as you can see.We went on a dirt road from asphalt and went a km inside those sugarcane fields and there was this tubewell. We parked the bike and my first question was that if we can turn on the tubewell, to which he just turned it on without answering me.I quickly got out of my clothes and stood naked in front. I can tolerate Lahr as a brother—or as a foster son. I would love to have Lahr as my sister. I don't want him to be my Alpha."The rest of my decision was logistics-based. How could I care for my family? So what if they were "only dogs?" I would ask around."Give me two days," I said. "I have to find things out."Breakfast was satisfying. One reason that I only did a special breakfast once per week was sensory overload. One magnificent breakfast per week, and a corresponding dinner, was a treat..