We kissed like first time lovers, passionately. She was feeling bad that I was not single, and so was I....We kissed even harder and at 4h in the morn...ing we went on her bed, completely naked. She laid on top of me, I could feel her pussy soaking wet on the top of my dick. She didn't go further, so after 3 sec of hesitating, I grabbed her and push my dick inside her so tight and wet pussy. At first It didn't go all the way, she was going crazy for the size of it. She was moaning "So big, So big". I had to look away. I knew what I wanted and just felt ashamed to want it so badly. Terry destroyed my plans for a celibate evening by simply asking, has it really been that bad for you, living alone.I broke down sobbing, I clung to him, I told him how it feels like I just can't function without someone in my life. He took me upstairs and told me to get ready for bed. I took the longest time getting ready, he was being sweet. I always responded to a man that way by wearing wearing something. Then, as i was making the motions in and out of her she reached her hand down and grabbed her new.. tiny penis ( basically what it was). I had almost forgotten it was there. She began pumping it slowly, in different ways as if figuring out what felt best.I could felt contractions around my penis inside her each time she gave her penis a good jerk.Suddenly, the contractions became stronger and tighter around my penis. They became repititive without pause, and she moaned deeply. I looked down,. Up until this moment, I hadn't said a single word. I had just been quietly contemplating exactly what I would say.Out of the corner of my eye, I could see the dim street light shining on Dana's surprised face.Scuzz and his gang moved back for a moment in equal shock but to my disappointment began advancing again. "You don't have the lady balls enough to use that," he said in an angry stammer.It's now or never, I thought quietly to myself. Fuck it.I clicked the safety off and cocked it. I raised.