If He wishes to treat me like a slave He will and I often fantasize about a time when I will be able to live as his 24/7 slave for days at a time. If ...He wishes to abuse my body He will and I love to endure the pain that turns him on and to see and feel the marks he leaves me. I know that He will never abuse the gift of my submission. I don't have a safe word unless for a specific scene he decides I need one. That gives me the space to relax, let him take full control and develop as his sub.. Pushing the door closed with his foot, he said, "Listen, you stupid bitch, the best thing that ever happened to us just occurred and you are not going to screw this up. Now promise not to scream and you won't get hurt."Mei calmed down and allowed John to release her. She saw John pull a gun from his pocket and she walked over to the chair and slumped down. By now, Kurt was getting up from the floor and rubbing his head.Looking up at Mei, he commented, "Man, John, you have one crazy broad for a. To the untrained eye her face is simple and innocent. I however get the see the pain and pleasure faces she makes during hard sex. I think it's that contrast that only I know of that turns me on. My children are my greatest accomplishment and it just so happens that they are twins. Angela and Vin both just turned eighteen last month. Angela was the first to be born so I believe this is why our bond is so precious. My son looks pretty much like any other eighteen year old boy does. I must admit. After all the great sex she looks into his eyes and ask how long are you home and waits for the answer he lowers his and says I leave tuseday for 10 days and she starts to cry Why can't you stay here and let someone else go I need you here I want you here PLEASE PLEASE stay.. Alittle mad he speaks up come on honey I'm just starting to get the big jobs and respect that I have been working for Please understand my side of this ---------- Your side I'm here just me and the k**s most of the time I.