He was still like that when he reached it, the becomer of death. He was amazed how giant it seemed up close, scraping the floors of the clouds funnele...d between the ridges, even though he passed it every day into town. He glanced toward the distant edges where concrete cuts into stone and remembered for a second a story he was told, a german boy who spotted a leak in the dam above town and plugged it with his finger. Apparently he stood there for hours, resolute on saving the town, even plugging. The phone rang. I pushed with all my strength to get off the bed. I was moving, slowly; slowly I shifted to the edge of my mattress. So much throbbing. I fell. I laid in searing pain on my bedroom floor. I listened to the phone ring, over and over, no one would come. I hurt so bad. My arm, it was killing me. Why me? I fell into sleep.Two in the morning. Four hours of serene sleep. Now pain. I wet myself. I was so ashamed. My room smelled of my piss. I didn’t smell it, but I knew,. I slowly undo the straps of your bra and it slips free exposing your ample breasts, my mouth hot against your neck slowly slips down, kissing as I move down till finally my lips caress your nipples, my tongue flicking over the tip as I caress and suck, arousing them, I hear a soft moan escape your parted lips as I worship the sensitive nubs. Your fingers slowly caress my hardening shaft through my trousers and I moan in return at your tender touch, your skillful fingers moving to the button and. You're just like Steve and my husband was, all of you are fearless. I love you guys for it, but it scares the hell out of me. I'm glad our lives are so much more peaceful now. The only time I worry is when we're out on the boat, but Steve has taught all of us to shoot and how to defend ourselves. We're going to protect our family and there are enough of us to be dangerous. Between the older kids and us women, we're dangerous."Kathy hugged my arm and said, "Be careful, you have people that love.