I damped down the fire with a couple hands full of dirt.I motioned with my hands the shape of a dome, then tapped the walls around us. Then, after tap...ping one of the mats I held up one hand splayed out like the dome and covered up a portion with my other palm. “Ne?” Next I tapped a mat and covered part of the inside of the dome shape with my other hand. I took some cord in my hand and made an in-and-out motion between my fingers. “Ne?” They chattered among themselves animatedly. This was good. "I thought I heard someone back here," Jerry said as the back door opened and he saw Jack but not me. "What the fuck were you doing back here with the door closed?" he asked Jack curiously.As I began to walk from the dark interior of the trailer towards the open rear door, Jerry finally saw me and his jaw dropped noticeably."Hi, Jerry," I said, trying to produce a smile without turning beet red from embarrassment."Oh, hi Josie," Jerry replied as he gave me an uncomfortable smile in return. I. I raced to the bathroom and shot another load of guck into the tub. I needed some relief and my hand wasn't cutting it. I thought about trying to find Dana, but that thought left as quickly as it came. I didn’t want another wham bam. I needed sex. Mom and Samantha returned. Having her there didn't help. I helped them bring bags and boxes into the house. They went into Mr. and Mrs. Johnson’s bedroom and wrapped the things they had purchased.That night was uneventful. We had dinner and Samantha. "Shahia looked around them, frowning just a very little. Chris followed her eyes, checking that no one else was approaching. When he looked back, she asked, "Who else have you told?" My parents know; they helped me work it out, but no one else." Please, don't tell anyone else," Shahia implored him.Chris held his hands up and looked her in the eye. "I won't tell anyone, I promise. I already figured that out." Good."Shahia held his eye, as if she was searching for answers. "What do you want from.