They both accepted and shortly we were in the Jacuzzi drinking wine and shooting the bull. They both were wearing t-shirts I lent to them and man they... were looking hot. How exactly the conservation turned to Paula’s nose I don’t fully remember but, I did hear her say she would do anything to get it fixed. I asked her if she had checked into seeing how much it would cost to get her nose fix. She told me the surgeon stated it would cost her seven thousand dollars. I then told her, jokingly,. I fell asleep crying, alone. You were a thousand miles away on the other edge of the bed, asleep.” I could only be this painfully honest because I loved him deeply enough, and honestly enough to hold little shame over tears, or heartache. We had been down this road before. “We played mini-golf, and shopped, and ate together…I nearly always had my arm around you, what more do you want, Esme? I, personally thought the weekend was great, minus the weather… It was good to get away, and spend time. I took 1 dollar paper coupon and fed it into the video machine. A movie started. I ran through the movie program, checked the volume, etc. just to make sure everything was working properly, before feeding in a $20 bill. Then I quickly stripped naked, slipped on my high heels and teased up my blonde hair, applied my lipstick, and set a condom and my grease on top of the video screen. Then I unlocked the door and sat back to watch some porn. I mostly watch straight, man/woman porn. Most gay porn. I’m sucking on her full lips as I take both her arms by her wrists and raise them over her head against the wall and hold them there with my left hand. My right hand reaches down and caresses her breasts then reaches up to hold her cheeks while I continue to tongue kiss her. I press my body firmly against hers for her to feel how hard I was. She was literally trapped between a rock and a hard place! I ask her if she wants to go in my room, but she kindly tells me not this time. She then.