I was still in denial I was gay, even though at 16 the thought of pussy or even a girls tits were gross to me. But I could not longer resist...I aske...d em to suck his dick, and told em I just wanted to try it out. At first he said no, but then he said, I could lick it. As I moved my head closer, I was hard as rock. I was so exited, and that one little lick was a great pleasure to me. Then he looked at me and said "Go for it" and I was full of sexual energy. I felt like I was going to. .. gone all the way.” he said looking embarrassed.“Oh that is all?” I said softly as I slowly moved my shoulders. He released them. He was blushing in embarrassment. Leaning in I very gently kissed his cheek and said “That is nothing to be ashamed of, everyone has a first time. I would never talk to anyone about such a private matter between us. What happens between a man and a woman is not for discussion.” gently cupping his face and turning his face to look into my eyes I said “You do not. When I like someone, I don’t just fuck them. I’m not the type of guy who just goes in, unloads, pulls out, and leaves before dawn without so much as a name or number. I like to leave a girl wanting more before I make love to her because when I do, I’m not only giving her the fucking she deserves but I’ll also know she’s worth fucking. Does that make sense?’ ‘Such sweet words,’ I tease because I don’t want to admit just how much it soothes me to hear this. ‘And I mean every single one of them,’. "How you doing sweetie," the only moderately over weight nurse asked."I'm hangin' in there. How you doing today?" I asked even though I did not give a crap."I'm good," she answered.I had no idea what day it was, nor did I care. I just wanted to go back to sleep, so I did.That little scene repeated itself half a dozen times, before I managed to stay awake for more than a minute or two. When I finally was able to stay awake, it was because there was food in front of me. I ate about two bites of.