”“then what Chloe?” “well, Elana remarked how level headed and calm you are, but also that when it comes to women, you are shy” Chloe stated... as she stared into my eyes. I immediately felt the blood rush to my cheeks and looked out of the window.Seeing this Chloe added “I’m sorry Jay, you seem like a nice guy, and quite good looking, that comment took me by surprise and I wanted to know more”Now I don’t know if she just wanted info to share with the others or she was truly interested.So after a. The problem was mortality. I know that death's necessary for life, for each species to evolve, for us to get to the state we're in at the moment where we have a society and spend our time listening to music and watching films instead of being hunted by predators. I've always accepted that one day I will die. The thing is, I've always had this inescapable feeling in the back of my mind that I should do something first. I'm not sure what it is. I think that's part of the problem.I knew my body. Twenty-seven. Honours degree. Hard working and comes up with the goods. Now, I'm the first to admit that I'm inclined to be impatient and a bit quick tempered but at least I get on reasonably well with all my staff except her. She wants to argue everything. I'll do that up to a point but she doesn't like me to disagree with her arguments which in my experience are not necessarily always right. She then loses her rag and so do I. I don't know what it is, Nick, but she's got a chip about. In fact, I adored her...and she knew it and secretly loved the adoration. She also loved the control she knew she had over me. She knew I'd do whatever she wanted me to do.“Hi there, you must be Michelle”. Penny stepped forward and shook hands with the lady. “I'm Penny and this is Susan, Angela and David.” The lady, Michelle, smiled and shook hands with each of us. “As for David...the gentleman as you called him...for today we're a group of four girls as arranged. As far as we're concerned.