It was depressing me, though. I lay on my cot. I only moved to build the fire if I got cold, or to answer nature's call. I would eat just once, occasi...onally twice a day, which soon caused me to lose weight.My guards noticed, as well as Arthur and Beth. I could tell they were worried. It was only with the threat of physically removing me from my tent and back into their home that caused me to get motivated enough to start eating better.It was the strangest thing that pulled me out of my. My fear was about how I was going toadjust, and never, not once, did it occur to me to reconsider marrying him. No one from my family, or Jann, was at the ceremony. And I mustadmit I was relieved by that. They would have been shocked and humiliated. One part involved kneeling in front of Brant, kissing his feet,promising faithfulness and obedience. Then the branding onthe back of my neck to signify Brant?s acceptance of his sima. This wasactually the tame part. Then the chaplain pulled a sheer. "No" I shouted and brought it down hard on the mans legs again. I stood up for another swing and Billy grabbed me from behind."You can't. We need to know if there are more out there," he said as his huge arms encompassed me."I can find out just let me finish" I screamed"No" he said his hands preventing me from swinging and my struggles pointless against his strength."Sarah he is right" came Seekers voice in my mind projecting sorrow and comfort in my mind."No" I thought back at her but now. "Less talk, slut. More clean." I ordered. Melanie moaned loudly as she eagerly performed her duty.By the time she had finished licking me clean, she had made a wholly different mess all across the bed and herself. I had filled her up so repeatedly without pulling out and having left her gaping, she had leaked cum all over the duvet and down her legs. When I asked her about the mess, she simply said it was Robert's side of the bed and not her problem anymore. We laughed."Would you like me to.