I'm confused as to whether this is what I really want. On the one hand apart of me is dying to wear girls' clothes and on the other hand I'mscared out... of my mind, no, terrified, at the thought of doing it, but Iknow I have to try or never know the answer, and I have the best support Iwill ever have.**********We manage to arrange a session with our hypnotherapist for Alan the verynext day and go to his offices to start the treatment. Francine and I bothgo to keep him company and reassure him. We. He carted fish to market and returned with coins; he mended nets; he rowed the boat while his father fished. He even cooked meals for the three men and saw to it that his brother had clothes and food.Simon, on the other hand was simple. In fact, he was so stupid that he could not follow the simplest instructions. His father sent him on an errand to the village and he got lost. It took Samson half the day to find him sitting near the road weeping because he didn’t know which way was. ..I remember...several years ago in a Gentleman's Club in Lauderdale, a very tantalizing beauty was giving me a lap dance...and I was swooning...yeah...she was pretty and all and soft and tanned and beautifull but it was the scent that was driving me nuts and swelling my dick beyond belief. As she was riding me with her face in my face and her breasts in my chest, my hands disarmingly to my side...I asked her, "what is that wonderful perfume? God its driving me crazy." She smiled and whispered,. ”“Is this your first student?”“No, I have had a few others but none like her. Can Sisters even marry, and what about children?”“We are free to choose how we serve, with guidance from Our Lady.”“I’ll take that as a yes. I don’t know where we will go from here. I will ask her father and Mother Browynn for their permission to court her. I worry about taking her into hostile situations, but she will follow me regardless of what I want, for I can’t seem to stop going there myself.”“You would keep.