He saw the Gypsy girl and the guilt that had flooded him with the return of his soul. He saw Faith, he saw Kate Locksley. And, most of all, he saw Buf...fy.He saw Buffy from the first day until he had arrived just in time to knock down Caleb before he brought the axe down on Buffy. He saw the night that they made love and he lost his soul. He felt her kiss him and then drive her sword through his body to shut the portal to the Hell Dimension. He saw her standing in the sunshine the day that he. He pulled her panties down and removed them from her feet. Kneeling back up at her hips, he moved his knees between her thighs and opened her up to himself. A look of panic in her eyes soon gave way to a plea.“Junior, I’ve never done this before,” she whispered almost in a whimpering voice.“I know, neither have I. It will be the first time for both of us and I will try to make it as special as I can,” he said in his most reassuring voice. He looked longingly into her trusting eyes and. I opened my jaws to reach, of course, as far down onto the shaft as I was able, but the girth of his cockhead was such that my attempts ended with my jaw distended almost to contortion and I still had only a little more than the head in my mouth. I was able to extend my tongue down a little farther on the underside of his shaft. Again, a shudder and again a shutter through my body in response to his. I held on as gently as I could, working his shaft and containing his head within my mouth,. Realistically, he thought, my mother had given him nothing but grief during their marriage. Still suffering the blows from her alcohol fueled abusive ex-marriage she had punished him mercilessly and daily. He could never do enough for her. There were moments of spontaneity from her, moments of passion, but the overwhelming sentiment was one of rejection. Of what am I doing with this young up and comer when I could have had a shot at the title? The memories churned inside Cal’s stomach as he.