"Drink anyone"?I walked over to the sideboard and got a bottle of spiced wine out of it, "I made it meself, it's a German recipe, the Krauts they call... it Gluhwine"."You gotta try this Derek me old mate, it's bloody 'aandsome"."No, no I have to get going". He replied nervously."That's bollocks an' we all know it, you'd planned on stayin' the night, an' it's alright, jus' carry on as if I weren't 'ere, you seemed to be doin' alright 'til I disturbed you, sorry about that"."You don't mind? I. “Where the fuck were you anyway… I was expecting you up at the hills?”“Fuck… we went there but couldn’t find you… but still… were here now. Did you let him get his nuts off? “No… not yet… you told me not to let him”The jaws of the two silent occupants dropped in shock, total disbelief that they openly discussed Susie's date in such a manner. Ross’s smile turned to a grin “Good. What do you reckon… should we let him?” Susie was not sure what her brother was intending, surely he was not going to. ”We’d all talked last weekend about how we’d have to learn to share and not be jealous of each other, no matter what combination we were in, but Lissa was still blaming herself for something that, as far as Melody and I were concerned, just didn’t exist. I looked at Melody and could tell we were in agreement; this was all about Lissa.“Lissa, you and Melody saved my life,” I started, still holding on to Lissa’s hands. “A few weeks ago, I was nearly suicidal. I hated everything about my life. I. I was kidding again: “Beer changes my manners. I never behave myself.” She said cheerfully: “Oh, if that’s the case, I’m gonna fetch another glass off beer.” Then she said: “Ok boy, thank you for the ride, I appreciate that. I’m not kicking you out, but beer changes my behavior too. Such handsome young boy might excite me and end up raping you!!” It’s out of the question: despite we had been unserious, just joking, we had been communicating each other our feelings. She got closed to me and.