But would I forever be asking myself “what if”. I said goodbye to my family and left to make the thirty-five-minute walk.Arriving at the train sta...tion prompted a renewed attack of nerves. Should I go? I sat waiting for the train to arrive - I was almost fifteen minutes early. The platform was quiet with only one other person waiting for the train. I passed some time rereading some of my messages from him where he described in detail what he would like to do when we had some time alone together.. " She said with a big grin on her face."What is your MOTHER going to think?" My mother already knows I'm "getting it" while they're gone. She's happy for me. My Mom is cool." Dianna assured me. "Don't worry, she'll approve of you, she hated my husband." Here's the thing," She continued, "and I'm not saying this to put pressure on you because the onus is on me too. For you to move in we have to be able to say we love each other so we can express it in certain ways in front of Missy so she knows. Moonlight Moody stood before me!How long he had been there observing my solo performance I had no idea.He quickly unfastened the loose-fitting pants and let them fall, my eyes were immediately drawn to his midriff and I stared agog at the sight of his big erection as it sprang into view, bizarrely at that very moment I remembered what it was I had forgotten to pack earlier in the day, Mister Happy!I licked my lips, the man stood before me was very cute looking. He looked just like his newspaper. I listened to be sure he was still asleep, crawled out of bed and tiptoed carefully to the kitchen. The clock on the wall told me that it was almost noon.It suddenly occurred to me that when we had first come in and he was having trouble controlling me, he had thrown his truck keys into a corner on the counter. I walked over and saw that they were still there. I had never driven before, but I had watched my dad and I was sure I could do it. I picked up the keys and started out the front door. I.