The third was empty."This is my place" she said, gesturing to the closed coffin. "Here is yours", she said, stepping to the empty, open coffin. "And t...his is for your beloved Jonathan, if he so chooses" "Come, Take your rest" I stepped up and into the open empty coffin, and lay down. It felt so safe, quiet, and peaceful. When I awoke, I was lying on my back, my hands folded as if I were laid for burial. I felt more peaceful and refreshed than I have for many days.October 3The undertaker came. ..' I started to move away as Daniel walked over to the dresser and pulled open the bottom drawer.Daniel retrieved a bottle of baby oil and a jar of Vaseline and tossed them to me instructing me '...either spread that Vaseline in your ass or you want be shytting right again...' I could not see much in the room but I knew that Daniel was not trying to play around. I removed my clothes and did as he said only to hear him say '...put big globs of that shyt in your ass hole...' Now I was trembling. After the man left, Mark watched some more dancing but now he saw how dis-interested the girls were. Their expressions were fixed in smiles but their tired eyes revealed the lies. Feeling strangely dissatisfied he had gone home, leaving the other men to it."So how do I have to dress?" she asked. "I suppose something kinky, sussies, or rubber gear or something?" No, Harry says to wear whatever we like, whatever we think is sexy."Mark had called Harry shortly after their first meeting in the. The woman nodded in mild understanding. She disguised her amusement at the boy's reference to no longer being a little k**. "I'm sorry about your mother, James," she said with a compassionate glance at Mr. Reed. "I lost Annie's father only last year," she said sounding wistful and weary. "Annie is all I have left now. We do the best we can," she said. "I appreciate you standing up for her, James. I hope it didn't get you into much trouble," she said sincerely. Mr. Reed offered a discreet shake.