I looked at myself in the mirror. I turned to look at my still red rear end. He hit me so hard last night. I wish he would hit my pussy too. I turned ...around and looked at my body. Fuck, I hate my little tits. I have small, dark areola with large nipples. My breasts are the size of very small tangerines. Mom told me hers didn’t get bigger until she got pregnant with me. I guess I may have to get pregnant then.I was very horny when I went to bed last night. My dad had given me a spanking for. That was the only answer that I have. I must be a freak. I know I amnot a girl. I am just a sissy and a gay, everything you don't want me tobe. It is time that I end it all. Remember that I love you.Love you and this is the end....Now is a chance to pee and to get some handkerchiefs or something todrink. It is advised to wait a few minutes to read the epilogue,It has been several months since I wrote this letter. The Question youare asking is if I am in heaven or Hell.The answer is heavenBut it. I thought maybe there was an a****l or something and wanted to be prepared to blast out of there, if I had to. The sound was voices but they didn't sound quite human. Then I realized, oh my god, they're fucking. I had to check this out. I crept as quietly as I could down the little side path that led toward the sounds. The closer I got the harder my cock was getting. The voyeur in me was quite aroused. I crept as low and slow as I could, given the boner I was sporting. I was finally at a point. Then, when she was lying on her back naked, she had a hand towel across her big tits and another hand towel folded on her naked pussy. The only chance he had of seeing any naked part of her body was when she turned and adjusted her position.As quickly as he had the thoughts of his mother topless and/or naked, he had an erection. With him always snooping around the house, he had already seen quick, furtive flashes of his mother and his sister in their bra and panties, topless, and naked. Ever.