Drugs scare the hell out of me, I’ve only tried pot once or twice and the almost instant feeling of loss of control terrified me. I smoke a decent c...igar a few times a week and I’m pretty sure if I started smoking cigarettes I’d be hooked but I wouldn’t be happy with what it did to my stamina…I like to bike ride…do it every morning. I’ve learned to understand the roots of my addiction and channel my energy in other directions. I would guess that my particular addiction in retrospect didn’t. In addition, we both went to the bathroom and took bath combined in the tub.This was our third sex in that day and the first night with out our marriage. This time I said her to wear some saree and come to my room she came in a transparent white saree without wearing blouse and petticoat. However, she wore a black color bra and a red color panty. I took her and made to sat on my lap and I am kissing on her neck. I kept some XXX movies’ we both r watching them. I am not able to control my self. It didn’t take long but it felt like forever as my ears rang and my vision exploded in stars. Finally, I had moved enough he stopped and stood up removing his cock completely from my mouth. “What the fuck bitch?” He snapped at me I was gasping for air and slumped on the floor as I explained I couldn’t breath like that and can only hold my breath for so long. “Ok sissy, damn I aint trying to kill your sluty ass just get my nut. Get back up here and get that pretty mouth to wok so I can fuck that. I was certain now that this was the right thing to do. I hoped her tears would wash away some of the hurt. I decided to push a little bit further on. I didn’t have much idea of what had happened, she’d never told me exactly. ‘Why did it end, Jo,’ I said. She controlled herself a bit as she thought about my question. Then she looked at me, calm now, and said, ‘It was several things really. After I continued to go out with him he began to treat me strangely. He was hard, nasty sometimes when we.