I went home to shower, shave again and get dressed in something nice but casual. I did not want to spook her by overdressing for a casual chat. I thou...ght it was likely scary enough for her to realize a 42-year-old man was enchanted by her. I was about to find out that I would be the scared one.I know its not the acceptable thing for an older man like myself to be interested in anyone that young, and I would never have looked for someone like her, its just that lust and love does strange things. "DONNA!" That got her attention, so I started. "I'm moving out, shacking up with Rob, and dropping out of school, and Rob and I are going to open a combination Massage/Tattoo Parlor/Eastern Meditation salon for disenfranchised Lithuanian sailors. Going downtown tomorrow afternoon to apply for a business loan, and Leeza said you'd co-sign with us on it." And I picked up my overnight bag and headed for the door. Shouldn't have tried to catch the look on her face, but I did. Tried to keep a. But no such luck. Within an hour he was asleep on the couch. I turnedout the light and left my sweet drunk obsession to sleep it off. Inthe morning he was gone, presumably to school to cram for calculus. I went to work that day wondering how I was going to handle thesummer after Dan was done with school. Would he be around ALL thetime, torturing me? I wondered how much longer I'd be able to takeliving with this young boy, this young, beautiful, manly college student who had taken my heart. .. , hell Shelly, what's the girl's name, from the beach Saturday?"Shelly smiled."Molly Caudill," she said."Yeah, how could I forget that," Adam said. "If Molly Caudill calls you to set up a shoot with me, it's fine with me if it's OK with you." She left a message this morning," Melody said with a laugh. "But I've been busy getting the rest of this shit covered. I'll call you if things turn sour. I pushed all my shoots tomorrow back to Wednesday but it could get nasty if they call off again..