I'm sixteen. And I'm a virgin. Not a slut." When her head raised, there was a tear running down her cheek."I'm sorry, Jan. I didn't mean to make you s...ad." 'S okay, Dan. You didn't know. We started talking that one time, is all. And I never told you everything." You don't have to tell me anything, babe ... Jan..." But I NEED to. I shuttled back and forth between Mom's house and Grandma's all my life. Mom had to go to jail a bunch of times. An' when she wasn't in jail, it was one guy after. I’ve been looking for the right one since I’ve moved back home and apparently not in the right places. It would be so nice to have somebody steady, to have a true fresh start with a man who actually loves me for me, a man to share my life with. The fact that Mr. Butler was married once is a plus, somewhat tamed and domesticated but not too tame I hope. Fate, I don’t know, on the surface we could be a good match….we’ll see.’ ‘I’ll have coffee with you two weeks from today. That’s my answer. It seemed strange but I was too polite and to shy to tell him to stop as I was neither enjoying nor that annoyed to tell him to stop. And then something awkward happened, he moved his soapy hand around my thighs and he held my penis and balls in his hand, my eyes got widen, my body got stiffed and I was about to scream when he squeezed my balls and penis in his big hand gently but firmly that rather than screaming I let a sigh and suddenly the stiffens was gone and my eyes closed, he pulled me. People were there but were in hiding. When we talked to Poppa and Momma that night over the radio, Poppa suggested that we look to outlying areas. He also wanted us to detour over to the Okefenokee Swamp and see how it was doing without much in the way of people. After looking at the map, it would have been closer from Tifton and then come to Valdosta. We humored Poppa and I am glad we did.The next morning, we left for the swamp heading northeast toward Waycross. It was a quiet ride and we.