It always seemed that she was making loads of cash and getting gifts from the many men who asked for her by name, over the phone, when ordering food.'...Do you fuck them', I asked her outright one morning as we changed in the dressing room?She smiled but not her usual warm smile, kind of hardened smile, as if forced, 'I have fun with them, but none have been inside me', she answered firmly.That answer reverberated through my head for most of the day. Neither of us were virgins, we both knew that. " Thank my therapist," Erica laughed. "I suppose it would really besilly for me to to point out that you're a different person now too." Really? You think I look a little different? Is it the weight lossmaybe?" I teased."Hard to say, there is just something different about you. It could bethese...," Erica reaches out and playfully tweaks my developing tits."Ouch, still sensitive," I said pretending to be shocked."Want me to kiss them and make it all better?" Erica asked."Be careful, we don't. Mia gave Nikita some new clothes and a few books she had bought with what was pretty much her last money. Carter gave her a silver charms bracelet with different charms and a little flower-shaped watch hanging from it. She exclaimed over her gifts, and Mia had to fight against the tears. Her sister was so much braver than she was, and it humbled her to see the young girl fight for every single day. She could see the fear in Nikitas eyes every time she went to bed, and knew her sister was afraid. ..I cant be a pedophile. What if...no. I'm not going there.I'll make all the girls eighteen, even if I have to change them physically to be smaller or bigger. Its illegal to have underage sex, not sex with someone who LOOKS slightly underage. Pedophile is the one thing I won't be. Even incest is an okay fantasy...pedophiles are just sick.Deleting the blizzard idea, I begin writing a new line: 'It is 2017. I am a high school senior who takes Junior classes. All the guys and girls in the school.