That's what would have got you back to being James, but nowhe is gone forever."That was it. I'm now a girl. Fuck him if he thinks I'm swallowinghis cu...m. The thought of it sickened me. As I was going through myfate in my head he flipped me over on my belly. He entered mefrom behind. Just to humiliate me more no doubt. He continued tothrust in and out of me. Something was happening to me as well.As much as I tried to stop it I could feel a huge sensation sweepover me. I screamed aloud as I had an. I dug my toes into the sheepskin rug and stared out of my bay window, feeling kinda pissed. Said it before: downside of being a slacker is you tend to let things drift. I could hear the kids upstairs, voices cheerful as they made their plans. I stomped into the kitchen and opened another beer. I’d been putting in gym time, reading kinda serious, but… not enough, seemed like. Mebbe I hadn’t been wanting hard enough. My ability sure hadn’t thought to get off its ass. I took a swig and forced. The deal looked like it might fall through.She went to a park and sat on a bench until dark and went back to the office to talk to Carl. He was working on a problem at one of his companies in America. She sat down and waited until he looked up."Carl, we have a problem. FMI can't get financing for the chip making machinery. I have the financing for the real estate. If the financing for the outfitting of the factory can't be found the deal is dead.Carl smiled, "I don't know how you got this far.. "And do you relieve yourself often?" Ah, well... " he could feel the heat rising to his face and he knew he must be blushing fiercely."Now tell the truth," she murmured, "don't you think it's a bit silly not to be able to talk about it, especially since I have my hand wrapped around you like this?" Yessss," he groaned, "I do myself when I can." Of course you do! It's only natural. Now let's bring you off and stop the hurt." Saying that she began to quicken her pace, her hand sliding up and down.