Then Irealised that I had been addressed as a female by a woman in a shop. Ifelt a little tingle of excitement in the end of my cock. In that malepart... of me hidden under my skirt and enclosed in soft feminineunderwear. It was at the same time both erotic (to have my malenessdenied) and reassuring (to know that I didn't look a freak).As we walked back home, Ann squeezed my arm and nodded at the case I aspulling behind me. "It looks like you're going on a journey," shelaughed. And I reflected. "I don't have condoms." I informed. Fucking my mom's friends was one thing. Getting them pregnant in the process was an entirely different thing."I had my tubes tied." Charlotte shrugged."I'm on pills." Melissa informed."STIs?" I raised a brow, perhaps in my own way I was trying to dissuade them from going through with it."Zilch." Charlotte announced."Me too." Okay. Good. Good." I nodded like an idiot while standing still by the doorway not knowing how to proceed."So, jerk off or fuck us?". Or maybe I just wanted to hope so, I wasn't sure. I didn't even know if I knew how to be a boy anymore, since I was a girl all the time. But now that I was fifteen already, I'd started thinking about stuff like sex a lot more. Before I was just a little girl, but now I was a teenager and growing fast, except I didn't know if I was supposed to like girls or boys. It was kinda confusing sometimes.I have to admit that I really did find guys totally attractive, some guys I mean, but probably every. Daryl Dad had set up a video camera in his room. He dared me to get naked in front of it. Then I got super horny. I started to play with myself. Then he sat there watching me through the camera. said Daryl Mom. Did he join in, get in front of the camera? I said. Buck thats my Mom. Stop… said Daryl. No! He has a small dick. He gets embarrassed. He jerked off in his hand. Then he knocked over the camera. I still have the tape under my bed. He hates when I bring it up. she said. Mom stop talking.