" She's a damn good guitarist," Jake said. "If you'd just listen..." Jake, it doesn't matter!" Crow said, raising his voice in frustration. "She could... be a combination of Matt Tisdale, Eric Clapton, and Eddie Van Halen and she would still never be respected for it. A female lead guitarist for a band with men in it is unprecedented. Two-thirds of the people would refuse to acknowledge that she was good, a sixth would acknowledge it but would say it was a gimmick, that some male guitarist was. Next day at noon she loudly told aunt that she is going to take bath, after sometime I purposely went to drink water n saw her standing n taking bath, she was nude, she knew I was standing but acted as if she didn’t notice n was applying soap all over her body. I couldn’t control n I went n took a nap I was thinking of her n I had night fall for the first time, I woke up around 5 n saw sperms in my boxer for the first time, then I took bath using her soap n was getting horny n came out fresh. I could smell her odours and the scent of stale urine. I wanted to gag but instead breathed in deeply from the soiled material. She put the tray down beside her and sat with her arms on her knees, leaning forward as she watched me sniff and then lick her underwear clean. The taste in my mouth was dreadful."So you see Lucy, you are totally in my power, I can make you do anything I want, no matter how disgusting and distasteful you may find it. You are nothing more than a female slave, to do my. "I sensed now, this had everything to do with his father Uncle Arnoldhaving raped me. Somewhere, not far in the background, Great UncleArnold lay waiting.William took the van onto the motorway again and drove at a sedate rateto avoid drawing attention. White transit vans were probably the mostanonymous vehicles in Britain and certainly the best vehicle to avoidany unwanted interest. I knew my situation was desperate. He stoppedbriefly in a lay by where he handcuffed me and placed a thick sack.