My hands had already been rubbing her thighs. "Fuck...I'm so lucky I found you." My voice was deep, soft, audible only through the denseness of pure ...lust. I moved my hands from her legs up to the sides of her face, cupping her round cheeks. Nini had the sexiest mouth, with the fullest lips that I desired to kiss more than any others. My eyes told her everything she needed to know and she leaned down toward me. The first kiss wasn't tentative at all, it was passion-filled, and her mouth on. " I sulked and realizedthat I sounded exactly like a sulking teenage girl."You just have to give it some time. I'm not saying you have to turn intoa girly-girl straight away but this is you now and the more you fight itthe harder it's gonna be for you. Just remember, who you are is notdefined by whats between your legs. As men we get told that our identityis tied directly to our penises but that's not true. You are you nomatter if you're a male or female. If you had been born a girl would. All the women had long flowing black hair, all had flashing green eyes that let you read their moods, all had a walk that would lead a Pope astray!Here, though, they were safe. Someone might rob an attractive girl, no-one would lay hands on her. Male sex urge was very low. Well, the native’s were; I found mine creeping up as these beauties unconsciously walked around like models; no, that would imply the over emphasised walk of crossing feet to get more of a swing on the hips. It was nothing. My excitement grew as I opened myself to theview of other people, male and female alike threw aglance at me as my ass hugging denim shorts fell theway as my top.I decided to explore and headed along the beach ina southerly direction, the number of people relaxingin the hot sunlight decreased as I went farther down. However the boldness of some people became everincreasing as I looked to see more and more couplesopenly engaging in excited forms of lovemaking.The spot I choose to lie down and.