That’s close by. Really close. And this gym is the loudest, most conspicuous thing in the neighborhood right now.”“Come on, then,” Jennifer sa...id, taking his hand and moving towards the door.“Wait,” said Matt, standing firm while she tugged on his arm. “Do you hear that?”“It’s just the music.”Matt slowly looked up. Some of the lights that hung from the ceiling were swaying. “It’s on the roof!” One light started swinging violently as the ceiling above it began to buckle, right over the center of. I'm not surprised to find that your issues with crossdressingdo need some rather intense work. I know this might be difficult foryou but I'm going to help you with this as much as I can. What we needto do here is to break through the issues you have. I've found the bestway to do that is to force them to the surface as quickly as we can.For you, that means forcing you to confront your crossdressing issues.To do that, it means that you should continue this therapy whilecrossdressed. This will. Where were the good ones? How did you know what a good place was? I was also terrified of catching an STD and i think that's really what stopped me from doing more. Looking back now, i only wish i had investigated it earlier and hadn't been so ashamed of accepting my desires. Was i bisexual? What wouldn't i do? Would someone i know find out and expose me? All these things added to the arousal. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I guess it was a good distraction. I got a joy out of knowing that. ..I was really getting into it, and I must have missed the sound of the door, because the next thing I knew, J was in the room standing by the bed and staring down at me, a strange look on her face.“What the fuck are you doing?” she demanded – then before I could answer, she continued: “No – don’t say a thing. I can see perfectly well for myself the kind of sordid shit you get up to when I’m not here.”I started to get up off the bed but she pushed me back down.“No, stay there, carry on with.