You even had a son only two years younger than I. I tried eagerly to push such thoughts out of my mind. It was difficult, especially given that I was... on a internship in outback New South Wales, living on a former sheep station, and in the middle of nowhere. I was a two and a half hour drive from the nearest town, no TV, no radio and no internet. Only six other people lived on the station; I was to be here for six months. Sometimes I felt lonely. I missed my boyfriend, I missed being touched.. I wanted to watch more online just like others had been doing. I could not wait for more.I must have dozed off, because I woke up to my cell phone ringing in the other room. I jumped out of bed and headed to the living room trying to find the phone before it quit ringing. I found it next to the computer and noticed that it was Doug's phone calling me.I flipped open the phone and answered it and heard a lot of road noise."Hey Doug, guess you guys are mobile again" I asked."Yup, we are rolling. . or through a drunken haze... he looked like a white man in blackface.It wasn’t until almost midnight that Shelly’s family figured out what was going on and tracked down the JP. Shelly and Harold had used their real names in the official marriage book. The Justice became suddenly much more sober when he realized that he had just married the daughter of one of Natchez’ most powerful families to a man, who before “The War,” would have been a slave.“She bewitched me,” he screamed out. “I couldn’t. What the fuck? I wasn't enjoying it! Or was I? When he hit my prostate it did feel good...No I was not gay! I just had to survive this...When they finished fucking us they loaded up their boat and I thought they were going to leave us there but then the leader took Simone by the hand and said “Your coming with us bitch we like your pussy a lot you can fuck for us be our own little sex whore!” I couldn't believe it but Simone didn't protest she just went with them int the boat and a pirate.