Here I was without a husband, and two sweet little girls to raise. Axel did have two life insurance policies, one at work and one of his own. The tota...l was around two hundred thousand and wouldn't last forever. I needed to go back to work." "I landed a job within one week. Axel's mother helped me by taking care of the kids during the day. Tricia was now in the four year old kindergarten class. There was about fifty thousand dollars left of the insurance money. I put that in a college fund for. We enjoyed the idea of being nude and eventually got up and walked around looking at the others. We had conversations with others all while being nude and it was thrilling. We spent a couple hours there then went back to our room to clean up for dinner.The next day we got up had breakfast and headed back to the nude beach. It was late morning and the beach was surprisingly quiet, there were people but not as many as the day before. We settled in on our blanket and after awhile I saw two men. It was like the family had disappeared off the planet. Fortunately, or unfortunately, for Jessie she was just too busy with all the extra rehearsals and practices to think about it all too much. This was also true of her own thoughts on all this new nudism stuff. The only time she encountered that over these very busy weeks was when she visited the home of her best friend, Kate Terrence.At Kate Terrence’s place social nudity was very much the ‘sujet du jour’. The first thing Jessie Harper did. "Thanks Stefanie, that was incredible," said David. "The best I've everhad."He seemed to think that would please me but, in truth, it made me feeleven more ashamed at what I had done. I had crossed the Rubicon. Howcould I ever call myself a man again?David seemed to think that we had crossed a different threshold. In hismind, we were now an item. I was now his girl. This wasn't the time orplace to disabuse him of such a notion. I would save that for a laterdate. For now, I had to hide my.