He believed this gave greater credence to the theory that your subconscious was stealing energy to reinforce the barrier. When you weren’t raising t...he maximum spirit energy and just recovering then the barrier took no energy and this allowed you to recover quickly. The massive deference in the speed of recovery and the growth rate of your maximum spirit energy made James think that the amount of spirit energy your subconscious used to build its barrier was inordinately higher than what it left. I scribbled it on the back so you won't forget it. It means'sleep deeply'. Everyone will grow exceedingly tired and want to sleepexcept you."I was in the shower shampooing my hair when mom stuck her head in totell me she had to leave. "Have a good time tonight, and who knows,tomorrow may see the return of the old Andy. I love you Annie or Andyor whoever you are." I love you too, Mom," I yelled. I stayed in the shower long after shewas gone, just feeling the water and soap slide all over my. These days, she teaches business at Bay State College. I’m not her favorite in the family. Far from it. And she let me know this every day of my life. She told me once that she considered aborting me but the doctors didn’t recommend it because it was too late in the game. My sibling is her favorite in the family. And she never missed an opportunity to remind me of it. She and dad didn’t even show up at my high school graduation. But they made a big deal out of my brother’s, though. Yeah, are my. .much different and I felt a shiver hit me as I picked upone of the sock-filled shoes. It was as cute a shoe as one could imagine.Pink with a lustrous look that reflected almost like a mirror. There wasa diamond shaped area right over the toe portion that consisted ofseveral small tear drop cut-outs with accents that looked like tinylittle flower petals surrounding each opening. The single instep straphad similar cut-outs and the effect was to make what was certainly a veryfeminine shoe even.