Ama bu gece bu durumdan da fazlası ile sıkılmıştım. Hemen kendime bir bira açtım ve soğuk bira ile amımı ve götümü ıslattım. Sonra da ...en azından bu sıkıntıda kendime zevkli bir zaman ayırmak için bira ile ıslattığım amımı götümü parmaklamaya başladım. Bir de vibratörüm vardı ve bu şekilde kendi kendimi sikiyor tatmin etmeye çalışıyordum.Ama aklımdan çıkan bir şey vardı. Benim kuzenim Selim aada gelir bende kalırdı ve evin anahtarı da onda vardı. O gece geleceğini haber de vermemişti. Ben. Like clock work I would call him to pick me up. I'd suck him off in the car, we'd head inside and he'd rip my clothes off and make me scream in pleasure for hours. After he would pay me and drop me off at home. This would be our secret for 10 years. Two months ago after I got off work I could feel my body yearning for good sex. I was also on my period so I decided to call him. I told him tonight no protection and please be ready for a long night... As soon as I got in the car I undid his pants. So if you do get in you are going to hurt. This is a quiet neighborhood, so you can rest assured that the police will be called and will respond. So you will spend the evening sitting in a holding cell, making statements, and running up a solicitor’s bill. And you won’t get your wick dipped. If it all goes wrong and you do injure me badly you’ll be slammed up for five with no tail. So is this piece of middle aged skank worth five years of wanking?’ He looked hard at me and said, ‘You are a very. Getting you on your hands and knees and doing you doggie, right here.I made a plaintive, quailing noise, making him laugh.You never thought about doing that? Liar, he said when I shook my head.I had of course, thousands of times; I had just never considered that it might actually happen. Like the blowjob I was currently giving. I had never thought that would happen either. I slowly nodded.It doesn't have to be tomorrow, he said. I can wait.I nodded in relief.You want me to, though, he said..