I wanted her to know he'd already seen her so she'd have nothing to be shy about in case she was ever tempted to pose for him, and this way I could bl...ame it on her. So when she told me about it, I said, "Oh Bonnie, all your pictures where down there, and Jack told me he saw them." I added, "and thought they were great." She was greatly embarrassed, said she'd forgotten and all, but I was never completely convinced. Jack had often dreamed of photographing Bonnie himself or of just seeing her. ” She turned back to look at me after she said that to the Little-man.I immediately tried to hear Love Shack in my head. After a few subtle nods as I replayed the music, I said, “Yes, their song could definitely use a horn section, Sammy.”Just then, our NIS friends walked buck naked into the music room. We had seen everyone naked before, except for Andrew and Beth. No one was surprised that all three guys were sporting hard-ons as it always seemed to be both scary and exciting when you saw. At least I recognize my part in things. I could have stepped back and allowed Bralan to handle Rayna. My pride would not permit that. I wanted to prove to her and Drosset that I would look after them and I handled it badly. I hate to admit it, but I am starting to think Rayna was actually a stabilizing influence on Denae." Perhaps she was," Jorgarn said. "I always looked at them like two girls playing dress up: Neither understood fully what their roles truly were and with no one to guide them. Like so many other "girls", I love being feminine, silky, feeling sexy and yes, submissive. Endless lonely nights have been spent dressing in secret, trying to forget a deep need and secret fantasy longing to be fulfilled. I had never served or exposed my needs to a man. It had always been a dark dream in the back of my mind to do so, but how would I go about it? Although I had dressed up with several women and played many exciting fantasy games with them, there was a naging for something.