I am so stupid. I deserve to stay a virgin the rest of my life. I could see the lightning off in the distance now. It must be around nine at night and... it was still pretty warm outside, pretty good thunderstorm weather. A couple of times a minute I would see a flash of lightning in the distance. It still took a while for the rumbling of the thunder to arrive so the storm was still a ways away. I picked up my pace. I didnt want to be still walking home if rain started. When I got home I could see. It would be times like those, where I would remember when that one night I happened to give myself this pleasure. A feel that after releasing, I smiled and giggled as if the moment were on of the most perfect. Since then, I have never felt such a way afterwards. Until a few nights ago..It had been like any other night on this site. Me, rummaging through videos though nothing to get aroused too. I mostly found some pornography art and would observe or become inspired, rather than aroused for. I admitted that it was my idea, but that did nothing to cut the grousing.Nothing happened that day or the next, and it appeared that my idea was about to be shot down. Some men liked the assignment of being the flanker and some didn't. Those who liked the job took it seriously, but those who didn't were not doing shit to protect the column. As it happened, it was one of those who didn't give a shit who brought the warning to us barely in time.He came riding over a low hill with an arrow in his. Jenny finished her dessert and after she went to the living room, it was just Darcy and I sitting with coffee."Something has been on your mind all day Terry. Want to tell me what it is?"I guess I was being a little obvious with my brooding. "I was just wondering how long we were going to wait before we told Jenny who her real father was." I didn't know how else to bring it up.There was a long pause at the other end of the table followed by a deep sigh. "It is amazing how long it took you to.