Actually, I felt clueless. I had made accommodations to handle what had happened in Vietnam. It was the monster I fought to keep bottled up; the only ...way I kept those emotions under control. In some ways, I did the same thing with Mother and Will; they were forces beyond what I could control. They were on my things to avoid list.I wanted to be more self sufficient. Alabama offered the best blend of support and independence. I had more friends in Alabama than I ever had before. I felt I could be. Her legs were wrapped around my waist, I rubbed her clitoris with my left hand and drilled her cunt hard, balancing my weight on my legs and right hand. She opened her mouth wide and kept moaning loudly as my big dick fucked her cunt like a piston, “aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh”. I got into sitting position and continued fucking her hard, holding her waist with my right hand and. I yelped in pain and he repeated his command with clenched teeth. I did what he said as I rubbed my new welt. Bill walked into my bathroom and got the shower going. I liked where this was going."Crawl in here and get in the shower!" He barked again. I did so and as I passed him I was ready for another lash but it didn't come. But as I crawled into the shower I felt him move and there it came. Slap! Right across my ass! I jumped and nearly knocked all of my shampoo and conditioner bottles down.. "I put them in both your hands so Idon't sit on them and break them while I am doing your pretty hair, Imean brushing your hair." I guess that makes sense, I am going to close my eyes while you brushmy hair you are making me even more relaxed Miley." I am feeling Mileybrushing my hair. I remember mommy brushing my long hair, mommy alwayshums while she is brushing my hair and that always made me fall asleep.I can still hear her humming as I fall asleep.The last thing I remember is Miley brushing.