Removing my hand completely, she sighed in frustration. I flashed a devilish grin, daring her to say something. We both knew she never would. "Just wa...ter tonight," I replied, winking at him, bringing my fingers to my lips, sucking them clean.She was delicious, and I wanted more. "I personally can’t wait for desert," I said, chuckling. She almost choked, but the waiter laughed as he turned to leave. He knew what was happening moments before and what would be happening again throughout the night.. .." she told him, before she turned and ran back to her room. Jeff followed her, confused at her outburst. When he reached her room, the door was closed. Jeff was about to knock on the door when he heard the sound of crying inside. Jeff decided to question Demetrius to see if he might know why the beautiful blonde would be crying, so he headed back to join the others on deck. Jeff glanced around, looking for the burly Greek. When he spotted him talking to Patty, Jeff walked over and asked her. I had let my pants drop by now and was casually stroking myself. I could see through the hole that he was standing facing it instead of the screen. I was curious about what he looked like below the belt, so I got down on my knees and took a look.Although I have only ever been romantically interested in women, I'm very open sexually. I had been blown by and fucked men before, and I've given handjobs. I can admire a good looking man and every part of his body. Through the gloryhole, I saw an. I have lost again and look away with eyes full of remorse and hurt and that glint of fear. Fear of the pain? No…more accurately described as fear of failure. What kind of mother will I be? Hands explore a surface so hard and round and promising, feeling that pulse of life within, wishing I could look like this forever and have someone to whisper to. And then the pain came, and I wonder why I was not in fear of it. Pain like a river, a waterfall, an earthquake…pain like a volcanic eruption that.