You must have patience with me, please."What could I say to that? This wasn't the time for silly jokes about some silly doctor nor could I tell her ab...out my own misgivings earlier on. I would be gentle on her, help her through it as well as I could, at the same time wishing that Alfred could take this task from me."Let me catch a fish or two, Elise. We need some lunch. Afterwards, we will read a bit or laze the day away at the waterfall. You will find the sounds of the water soothing, the. I started to lick it around, fuck it, tasting the dirty black male taste. He later commanded me,"Stick yo' nose in"I obeyed, lowered my nose to his well-lubed, large, flexible hole, and pushed the tip in."and If you open that mouth, I'm gonna shit in it the next time", he warned meAs soon as he stopped talking, I felt his hot ass gas being emptied into my nose. All I'd been through that day, smelling, tasting and swallowing all kinds of his body products, could hardly be compared to ten precent. .. speak to me, somehow."I didn't divulge what had been running through my head during the service ... I didn't do love, let alone marriage, even if she would consider marrying such as me ... how could I support her? And ... she knew my reputation. It was why she'd come to me, after all. There was no place for a woman – a pregnant one, anyway – in my life. Was there?We listened to music; Bruch's 'Scottish Fantasy', 'Fingal's Cave', a CD of the Royal Scots Dragoon Guards that I hadn't had long. As I walked down the last flight of stairs, I could see the outlines of picture frames which had protected that section of the wall from gathering dust. I wonder why the previous owners had moved? It was such a lovely house. I entered my mother's study room to see a clutter of paper's on top of her desk. My mom was silently sitting in her black leather chair on her cellphone. As I was about to speak, she sharply held out a hand and furrowed her eyebrows, which meant "be quiet." She then pointed.