I just knew as a fact that however it hadhappened, what was done was done and that this is how things would remainfor me, unless another twist of fate... decreed otherwise. Patrick was gone andI was now ... Car...Carmel, as new memories were telling me, and somehow, itseemed right.New memories continued to make themselves known and merged with past lifeuntil I was longer sure what was, and what wasn't and when I saw ahandsome(?) man carrying a little girl in his arms and approaching me. (“..Jason …don’t look at me that way please. I’m having a hard enough time keeping you off my mind… Jason, please don’t….”) I slowly leaned forward and our lips touched softly. She just stood there with her eyes closed. I took her hand and let her feel my hard on. She gasp and trembled hard…and then stopped and gave out a big sigh…..She took her hand away and quickly walked around me and out of the room. Jenny, mom and dad all talked as I waited for my rock hard on to go down. I finally came in. Wait, before you do, would you mind putting a finger inside your pussy for me?”Mary paused. She could not believe that John had asked her to do that. “I don’t know about… I don’t think so, John.”“You are safe, Mary. This is part of your journey this week. You do not have to do anything you don’t want to do but I am asking you to put your finger in your pussy for me”. John waited.It was a decision Mary had to make. He could not sell this adventure to her. It had to be one that she chose.It was. We are nearing home so we staighten ourselves up before arriving, the car stops, the driver opens the door and Nicole jumps out with her heels in her hand and runs inside, as I get out the driver gives me a smile and wishes me a good niight and thanks me for a wonderful show...As I lock the door the house is lit by candles and I walk to the kitchen to get a nice chilled bottle of chardonay and some fruit,I turn the cd player on and put some Chris Issack on before entering the bedroom where I.