I kept a grip on her hips, pulled her back against me more tightly and began to stroke in earnest then.I wasn't that far behind her though and I pumpe...d her full a few minutes later. She had her breathing under control by now, and when I collapsed onto the covers she snuggled up against me and I had no doubt those were her version of sweet nothings she whispered into my ear. Like any normal man I dropped right off to sleep and stayed that way.I felt great the next morning as Mama and the pups. I pull back, catch my breath and go again. After gagging on him two more times I turn to Jackson. I didn’t want him to feel neglected. As I suck Jackson, I never break eye contact with him and I jack off CJ. This is difficult for me to concentrate on two guys, but I enjoy a good challenge. I gag on Jackson a few times before pulling back. CJ then takes over. CJ gently pushes me to my back before sucking, pinching and pulling my nipples. I can’t tell the difference between my body heat and the. But that isn’t the ‘him’ that’s the problem.”She’s justifiably confused. I slowly reached across the corner of the table, half expecting her to pull away. She didn’t. Instead, she met me halfway and we held hands in silence for a moment. Finally I said, “I can explain, at least some of it. You aren’t going to like what you hear and you may not want anything more to do with me when I’m finished. But I’ll tell you what I can.”She looked at me as if I’d slapped her. She exclaimed, “Brooke! What. I washed my hair, shaved under my arms, lathered my pussy and made it baby smooth, and then after the shower rubbed it with lotion to prevent razor burn. I had given away all my toys I had at home when I went into the service and the things I had used in the service I had thrown away before I left the sand box.I wondered if the bookstore in Annapolis still carried a selection. Tomorrow I would find out, sometimes I needed more than just my fingers and I just was not ready to hit the bar scene.