Neither found the paradox puzzling. We were terribly attracted to each other, emotionally, lovingly and now, with a sexual ferocity that simply fright...ened us. So, in a silent acknowledgment of that fear, we'd stepped back just a little. Oh, not so you'd notice it around the house, for we continued our open-for-business-as-usual banter and interaction. Yet, we knew. Sometimes a word, a gesture would ring in our minds and looking up, we'd see the other staring and we would recognize that. That was pretty cold. Were you surprised when they wouldn’t return your calls even after you were acquitted? Maybe at first, but you figured it out eventually.’ Jon’s eyes widened. ‘Here’s what you realized… you were always a loser. Deep down inside you’ve known it for a long time too. Nobody with a condition like yours, and who knows about it, drinks that hard anyway. Killing my Stephen that night just made it obvious to everyone around you and gave your family an excuse to get away.’ He. That always came first, so we just simmered, holding our breath. It was agony. Then the term was over, finals done. We met up that Friday when the grades were posted. She gave me a little map. I can still see her shaking hand." We have a little cabin at Tahoe. Will you come up for the weekend? To celebrate together?" Oh, God," Constance moans. "I said yes. I said yes and kissed her. In front of everybody. I never wanted someone so much in my whole life!"I told her close and whisper in her ear,. “Ah, ah, ah, AH!” I moaned and trembled, biting my bottom lip as she continued to lap inside me. My eyes closed and cheeks flushed a deep crimson. I felt dirty, but good, something I would have otherwise scoffed at. A finger slid inside and moved slowly in and out. I hooked my legs around her head and bucked into her. Another finger entered as she sucked and slurped on my tiny clit, purring like a cat licking the bowl of cream. Had my eyes been open, I would have seen her skillfully stripping.