`Please!’ he cried, `please talk to me!’ He took my tinyhands in his, looking up at me sorrowfully as I stoodabove him in the doorway.I st...ood back and he entered, and took me into his hugearms.I just melted, my hate and self-loathing turning tolust. He kissed me, something Lu never did. He tastedbig, rich, and American.Soon we were naked on the little bed, and I took hispenis in my two hands, to worship it’s power, the powerof this big white man. To have him so, in my. "She was in a happier place." And she beilieved it. Economy was rough, society was brutal; I could hardly take her out to eat anymore with all of the budget cuts. There for a while, I thought I couldnt even raise my own daughter. But once I had her back in my arms, something in me clicked. I was able to push past the depression and tragicness of the death of my wife, and managed to get back on my feet. I got a new, better job; one where I can work from home. I payed my bills on time, got her. I clomped up the stairs and tried doors until I found the girl."What are you doing here," she squealed, turning from her mirror where she had been brushing her long hair. She was bare except for a lacy shift, and I just stood and admired her bulbous charms and pear-shaped body for a while, wondering if I should toss her on the bed and swive her or get help for my feverish officer. It was a difficult decision."Don't remember me, do you?" I asked, and she squinted and cocked her head."Yes I do,". " Oh, lighten up. Sometimes you can be such a dweeb."It wasn't what she was saying but the way she said it. She sounded like the smart ass she was when I was trying to protect her from Bubba. It hit me the wrong way."I mean it, Les. I don't want you spreading this around. You know you're not too old to spank." Oh, God! You wouldn't!" The look on her face was a cross between fear, shock and anticipation.I reached out for her and she ran up the stairs, giggling and screaming at the same time. If.