Now I had justified my actions by saying that it was the only way of saving innocent people - and my family. But somewhere there, deep inside me, was ...the shadow of a doubt. Maybe I should just admit that I had become a cold-hearted killer.Suddenly I noticed in the mirror that Pam was awake, and was looking at me.“Dad, you did the right thing. You always do the right thing.”Those words coming from my sixteen year old daughter made me feel a bit better. I just was not sure if she would feel the. A few days later I still am thinking of granny's cunt, the first real cunt I have ever seen. I think I am alone so I start to jack off, I am thinking of the cashier lady at the grocery store. The lady has a cunt just like granny's and I cum all over it, my cum all stuck in her pussy hair. Just then I hear someone near my door. I go look but no one is there but I am pretty sure someone was watching me jack off. For the next several days I spy granny many more times jacking off and I still feel. They are all around 21, naive, innocent, staring at the ground, up into the night sky; anything but look directly at us. They are beautiful, wide-eyed and nervous, their slim bodies obvious in their tight jeans and T-shirts. One of the girls licks her lips as she watches me.With a grin at the guys I open the trunk and pull out six wooden paddles, large and heavy. The eyes of the girls grow to saucer-size and they look at each other with apprehension as I pass the paddles to my pals.“Off with. Gail and I got along great. I would hang out with her and Ron (former father in law) pretty frequently, even after my ex split about 2 years before this night. Gail was Ron's 2nd wife and my ex's step-mom, so that was probably why she was easy to still be around after my ex & I split. But about a year after our split, Gail & Ron separated. Getting together became less frequent because Gail & I were both pretty busy. One Thursday morning Gail called me saying she had tickets to a baseball game.