You walked over and assisted me in pulling it off, then you ran your hands down my sides and I trembled beneath the warmth of your touch. I found myse...lf absorbed in the movement and gazing into your deep blue eyes. They were so beautiful. While I was caught up in that state of rapture by hands found their way to your belt and begin undoing your pants. After a few seconds they fell to the floor and you stood before me in naught but a pair of black silk boxers with hearts all over them. Your hard. ’ ‘Did you enjoy any of it?’ ‘I don’t know. Maybe. Sometimes. It’s just, I don’t want to go there…it’s not who I am anymore…’ ‘But…’ ‘Never again. If you loved me you’d understand. Leave it alone.’ James was hurt, far more than he allowed himself to show to Samantha or to anyone else in the outside world. He didn’t understand. Sex and touching and making love was supposed to be fun, a natural part of all relationships. Why would she open herself up to these assholes and then close herself off. My response is no real reason, just havent been in the mood lately. I know I sound petulant, but that is how I was feeling. Shortly thereafter, I get a text telling me to be at his place after work. I go through rest of my day concerned that I have angered him, and maybe losing the relationship I so desperately need. As I get there, I get a text telling me to come in, not speak to him, go upstairs, strip, and lay naked on the bed with my legs spread. I am concerned as I did not shave my pussy. I lowered my shorts to my knees, and bobbing against the side of the tiled pool, I rubbed my engorged cock.MMMmm this felt even better. I was getting bolder and bolder. I decided to slip my shorts off completely to enable me to spread my legs further apart so I could thrust at the wall of the pool. With shorts in hand I slid along the side of the pool to stick my shorts around the step ladder. As I did this I kept my groin in contact with the wall and was pleasantly surprised when I suddenly.