Finally Izzy seemed to reach the bottom of the final gift bag and all good wishes and gifts had been properly read, studied and admired. She looked up... at the two men, Richard grinning widely, and Daniel with a closed expression — which she could not make out at all. ‘More coffee?’ she offered hesitantly. Daniel stood, ‘thank you Izzy, but no … There are things that Richard and I need to discuss, before he heads back to London tomorrow.’ He smiled a little smile at her. ‘So if you would excuse. She didn't want him to leave. She didn't know what she really did want. She wanted several contradictory things from one moment to the next. Joel left after a while, and Lucy hid from him for two weeks, not answering the telephone at night or responding to his letters. When she did talk to him, she let him know about the ambivalence she felt and she asked him to try to understand. He seemed to. She lay that night thinking about what she would like to do with him, if she only had. I went in and went straight up to my room and dropped my bag on the floor, sat at my desk and started thinking about John and how it would feel to have him be my first. I started feeling a tingling deep within me so I decided since no one else was home I would pleasure myself. I knew I had about an hour before daddy got home from work, about 3 hours before my brother bobby got home from his shift at Wal-mart, and didn’t have to worry about mom because she was up in Oregon visiting my aunt. I. My jaw dropped… Oh my god! They’re huge!! The cocks on these guys looked both to have been over a foot long! They were massive! They began taking it in turns to push their dicks into my girl’s mouth….. then one of them walked around behind her and began fucking her so hard…. They were treating her like a slut…. A real whore…. Using her at both ends….. I was so stiff…. I walked around behind C….. still tied and bent over our sofa “I hope you like your video baby” she said to me…… “I fucking.