Just thinking about it makes me want to hurl. Poor things they think they’re so free, but lunch my friends, it never comes gratis. I carry this gun ...in my hand, wondering whether it can make me a man. Probably not, but it all isn’t for naught. I see my Rocket and she waves me down. She cannot bear to see me frown. “Hey Zebedeusza, what’s your problem?” I grump like the Gollum, because I hate it when she calls me that. I look down at the ground. I screw up my courage and open my mouth. “How the. ---Gender 11: "Oral Centric" - People in gender 11 tend to have very mutedsecondary sexual traits. Feminine identifying persons will have smallbreasts and narrow hips, while persons identifying as masculine rarelyhave facial hair. Gender 11 has no external genitalia, their groins areflat smooth skin with only a urethra opening for urination. Instead ofdedicated genitals, all sexual nerve endings are concentrated in thetongue, with the mouth serving as the primary sex organ for the gender.Gender. I didn’t know what to say. I could feel the sweat beading up on my forehead.“It’s totally cool if you are,” she said, “it’s just not something you expect at your age.”The jig was up, so I confessed. A new look came over her that I had not seen before. She was always confident, but, just then, it grew to a new level. She became slightly aggressive and it felt like she was in complete control of the situation, and me.“Haven’t you ever wanted to fuck a girl before?”I laid my whole high school. The next day the first of two incidents occurred that meant things were not destined to go quite to plan. The idea was that we were going to drive to the seaside and have a look at the shops in Minehead. However Marion got a call in the morning, saying she had to go in for a couple of hours. That wasn’t too serious, so just rearranged everything for the afternoon. The second thing happened after breakfast. I went up for my shower and I could hear music coming from Ruth’s room on the next floor..