I had to stay alive for them. I fought to function as best I could. Kyle was paying my bills out of my social security checks. He probably stole as mu...ch as he helped me but I didn’t know it until much later. ‘I was in that depression for almost two months. Kyle told me my lease was up on my apartment and told me not to renew it. He said he was going to take care of us. I faintly remember him telling me that he had a house in the city with more than enough room for all of us. ‘Two days after the. "Are you interested in breakfast?" She wiggled a part of herself against me, something wet and warm and delightful in ways I lack words to describe. "Or maybe something else first? Hmmm?" I like that 'something else' idea a whole lot. But I need to relieve some pressure." Ooooo-kayyyy," she said in a sad little voice. "But hurry back." She slid off me. I got up, was standing, releasing a heavy, noisy stream when I felt her behind me.Giggle. "That's just neat." What?" Watching you pee. Never saw. “If only??” she was looking at me like my mother. “if only what Michael?” “Nothing,”I said. “It’s OK.” “No please….finish what you were going to say.” She looked intrigued. “Believe me, it’s nothing you want to hear Rachel,” I should have known that was the worst thing I could possibly have said. “Well try me,” she smiled. “I can always send you back home if I don’t like it,” she giggled once more. It took every bit of courage I didn’t have to get the words out. “I just can’t. I learnt much of my master's guests. They were called John and Sarah, and had been old friends of Kathy's before she moved. They were visiting the area for a while, based out of a nearby hotel. She was his submissive, but since both of them were sadists, they enjoyed finding other outlets for that side of themselves. In general I find it very interesting to hear others talking about their sexual interests, but in this case, the knowledge that I would soon be the target of their attention made.