I pushed her over to the pole that we used to stretch the bigger animal skins where Ashes and WrinkledEvil reached up and tied her hands to it. Then, ...as she begged me to, I began to use the switch on her ass. When I saw it start to redden up, I got a little embarrassed and switched to spanking instead. But that made me horny, so I had to stop for a moment. That's right when little old Smiling walked right up and with her bare hand let one rip, right on Julie's ass.WHAP! That little girl hit her. Twenty minutes ago, he had been pulling at her dress, and then tugging down the strapless bra that had been covering her tits; His firming grip almost completely holding her full breasts, while her nipples slipped over and between his fingers.Her own fingers were tugging at his trouser belt, then his button, then his zip.I should stop this; it's not too late to do so. She's only nineteen!Without knowing it, his choices in the last few minutes (and the ones to immediately come) were going to. One of the ushers almost dropped her stack of programs at the sight of me. Pastor Bill greeted me with a warm handshake and some words of encouragement. He's a sweetie, very up-to-date, obviously.Daddy marched us down to our usual place in the pews, about halfway down on the right of the center aisle. Because I was doing a reading I held back and settled on the aisle, with Carl next to me, and tried to calm myself, to absorb the tranquility and reverence that I found so comforting on Sunday. . And yet... ?Oh God... How I miss my mother.An AddendumSeveral months ago, I posted an account, that I called "A Long Time Ago," of my sexual initiation with my mother, of our long-standing love, and of my current torn and guilty feelings toward my "sister" Jess. As you may recall, Jess was the fruit of our intimacy. My mother had been dead for thirty years, and Jess, who had now reached her own middle years, reminded me of her in every way. Jess was forty years old, a grammar school teacher,.