She thought about the details of her dream and how real it all seemed. Glancing at the clock she saw it was seven-thirty in the morning.Kim went acros...s the hall to her brother's room, quietly opened the door and stepped in. She walked over to Jack's bed and looked down on her sleeping sibling. He was on his back covered from the waist down. As she stood and stared at him, the memory of the dream returned. She wondered how she would react if, and when, he actually had sex with another girl.Jack. The pretense breaks down. They can befeminine, but they cannot be female. Gender, not sex, is allowed tothem.If, in the final analysis, shemales are not really "chicks with dicks"but are, rather, "dudes with boobs," their erotic appeal lies, perhaps,in their willingness to be regarded as women, rather than as men; intheir casting off, so to speak, the mantle of masculinity in favor of themantle of femininity; of their voluntary subjugation of themselves to thepower and authority of men who,. With Michelle off to bed Tina and I chatted for a while until Tina got a blanket and covered herself as she snuggled in next to me as she had as a little girl and we chatted sporadically, just taking comfort in each other's company. Eventually a film came on that we both could watch. It wasn't anything special, called the 'Monster's Ball' I think. But and this is a big but, there was a very erotic sex scene in it which had an unfortunate effect upon me. Well I say unfortunate ... most men would. Not far from here, in a grove of trees one night I watched a young boy maybe nine years old. He hung trussed up off the ground by leather straps. The medicine Man danced about tossing a gray powder over the boy and calling on some spirits. I do not believe is spirits, but the powder was a blend he had mixed for just this reason.The boy charged with stealing, condemned, he stood sentenced to accept a different way of life by the medicine man for his foolishness. He screamed bloody murder until.